Thursday, May 21, 2015

Paying the Price

I need an hour every day that I can spend on writing, exercising (stretching, core strength stuff), and
prayer. I know where that hour is, and I know how to access it, but I don't want to make the sacrifice. The hour that I need is the one right before the alarm is currently going off each day. It's just sitting there. I can have it any time I want, but the price is so high. I just don't want to shell out the dough. I love that last hour of sleep from 5 to 6, but I have to admit I just can't find it anywhere else for a better price. I have tried nighttime, but I'm just to wiped out from the day. I've tried lunch time but I get interrupted and it doesn't work. For a solid year I have been getting up at 2AM and resetting the alarm from 4:45 to 6AM. I have two choices give in or move forward. Tonight I am moving the place I set the alarm to break the cycle and remind myself that the payoff will be worth it. It's time. If I am going to reach my goals and move forward I am going have to pay the price and get out of bed. I just wanted someone to feel my pain. Thanks for listening.

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